exactly the time Mr. Nadzam ending his explaination on the experiment, my phone vibrates steadily..
I pull out the phone out off my pocket and see who is calling... only the number appeared on the screen.. 095716400.. all my friends are running against the apparatus in the lab.. they are very excited in doing their first physic experiment at a new physics lab in a new university.. I think for 4 seconds before I end up pushing the green button on the phone...
"Hello, Assalamualaikum.. May I speak to Md. Hizrri??"
The soft voice of the operator slow my heart rate rapidly.. It was the first time I'm answered a strangers call..
"Yes, I'm speaking" I answered calmly..
"Okay, I'm Sister Aniza from IIum, congratulations, you had been offered a degree in Biomedical Science at IIum Kuantan..." I'm just remember the first phrase of the conversation, the rest, I can't ..
After spending a year at home after a great failure in life, and after exactly a month experiencing life as diploma science student, I finally received the called that I want.. A call that will raise me up to another level, the harder level but still not the hardest yet..
It was always hard to stand up again after getting such a great loss.. Just seeing the chance flew away, flew along with fellow friends who can smiled with their achievements... There is no anyone to be blame.. neither the lecturers, nor myself.. Everyone knows how hard it was and how much tears and sweats had flowed..
To say goodbye is another thing, even the one month old bond itself.. off course the bonds between friends will never breaks.. but as the distance will be further, hence the bond also will getting weaker.. On the cool friday evening, there a group of students, taking cab together forwarding to the city.. carrying all those big bags.. Just for one reason, to watch their friends going home.. to get enough rest and resdy for another bigger challenges ahead..